-= Feeling Sick =-

sick sick neh....such a long time i didn't logon here and leave some message yo..last few days...really busy with my coursework...busy with my own problems...busy with friends also..kaka...last saturday went to Greenwich...such a special place that you have to visit ya..When study Geography...you will know that what place is this de..kakaka..

i know i have to take care myself but sometimes...you also need to let your own body rest a while...not to keep stay healthy...hahaha...because i think you will feel much much better after some small sickness de...these two days...maybe i drank too much herbal soup ya...until body can't stand it..hahaha..Elyn loh...always boiled for us ya...haha...but also thanks to her ya...

haiz...what for im here to drop message...i also don't know...but maybe just like people said...when you found out you have no place to release your feeling...you can just write it all here...even though not much people will read it...but just...i might feel better...

sometimes...you will start to feel strange to urself...cant even recognize...the people who reflect in the mirror...that's you...i am experienced it now...started to adapt a brand new notty miao...learn to meet the brand new me...

oklar...that's all..for today...kinda headache now...feeling vomit...haiz....sick sick...go away soon ya....night!

-= Getting Weird About Me =-

Moshi moshi...few days missed out of here...Because not in the mood to drop something here...Recently i don't know what happen to me...I seems like become a person that i can't really recognize myself...I don't know what i want...what i suppose to do...I seems like lost myself in another world...When can i get back myself...Who knows....

Passing day by day....I just know to study...eat and sleep....What a boring day i have now...Am i really have to go through my life like this....I don't know...Brain always stayed empty....Heart feel lonely even though i have lots of friends here...Maybe i really something to cheer me up...

-= What's in my mind =-

Hei ya...During these few days...I did think a lot...Thinking about why you can't fade out of my mind...Why I'm still thinking about you...I try very hard...not to thinking about you...Not to recall back...Those time that we been together...Now i know, not to think doesn't mean I already forget about you....What can i do....

I trying to study hard....play hard...trying to make my time very busy...So that i have no time to think about you...hahaha..what a silly girl I am...It's work for the first few days...But...that day....when i back from Kingcross station by tube and im alone at that time...I did think a lot during that time..Suddenly thinking about we ever so close in the tube.....Haiz....Somebody help me please...haha..No matter how, i think...this will only last for few days...I know i will be better afterwards...

Day by day...seems like I only left few more months to stay in UK...Honestly, i don't feel like wanna back to Malaysia...Not because of i don't miss home..It just because of I wanna try to live alone for few years...Try to be more independent...get more experience...Gambatte...miao miao....

Cheers miao miao...

TRying to Smile Nicely...

-= Roller Disco =-

Yuhhhooo~~~ Last night went to Roller Disco hoh...It's really nice and very interesting..I'm so enjoyed during last night...It's amazing...everyone inside the disco also skating around...No one walk inside with their feet! How nice ya...No one smoking inside also...So nice....This is my first time to experienced like that...soooo nice...

Today woke up at 3pm...Wow...So late huh...but know what...Saturday ya...so can curi tulang a bit...because really tired...Last night i cant sleep ya..So that i keep on practice how to write japanese words and memorize all ya...I'm learning de!! I'm not play play de..kakaka...Realize that myself really love japanese language a lot ya...Gambate!

Actually i felt quite down when i woke up...But after i went to Gym....I feel much better now...Haiz..tired tired...But still have to rush for assignment and coursework...keke..Tonight planning to boil white carrot soup...Yummy!!! Wanna try huh?Next time lohhhhh...blek~ =P~

Recently learn to sleep earlier...But its really very difficult for me ya..But im trying...Because i promise someone...I've to sleep earlier hoh..And he also promise me won't drink that much de...Someone...don break promise hoh..kakaka..

oklar...tired...rest rest 1st...chat next time...Wish everyone happy!!! Muakcss..<<someone..ur kiss ya.. ^o^